Burnt Out

Days usually ends with more to do than when i first started and it backlogs daily... more situations/things to pre-empt and plan for... list of things to think ahead builds... anticipating and picking signs of potential issues and determining a probable solution or whom can provide/should provide the solution.. If there is no solution than need to develop a workaround or cover up plan... In addition to that other commitments that I cannot say no to... barely are there moments just to be quiet and not required to "think of what is there to do next or what is there left to do"...

Too mentally and soulfully tired to think, talk, ask or muster energy to say anything.... burnt out... falling into this mode more than I should that I think its really not healthy... feels overwhelming and defeated... contemplating whether saying "NO" to all is the solution.... and the other alternative is not as enticing as it used to be anymore...