Misunderstood

Tired I am from being lost in my thoughts
Thoughts and wonderings of what it could have been
    And what it no longer is
Tired I am from feeling down and under
Tired I am from explaining myself
Tired I am from staying strong when I feel like a wilted plant
Tired I am from pretending that am all right
   But deep deep down am not
Tired I am from hiding what is truly weighing me down
Tired I am from when temporary distractions are gone
   And left alone to my lonely thoughts
Tired I am from being asked questions I have no answer to
Tired I am from being misunderstood as I look unaffected
   When deep inside I am very affected!